The Blue Deer Retreat

Friday to Sunday, December 6-8, 2024

(Dec 5th arrival available)

Outside of Mexico City

 

A sacred journey of transformation.

A weekend retreat featuring an authentic Wixárika hikuri ceremony & traditional sweat lodge.

The Blue Deer

The Blue Deer holds profound spiritual significance. Known as Kauyumari (in Wixárika) and Venado (in Spanish), the Blue Deer is a divine guide that leads us on spiritual journeys.

The Wixárika believe that the Blue Deer discovers the sacred cactus and guides the people to it so they can connect with the Divine.

In some myths, the Blue Deer acts as a mediator between the spirit world and humans, helping maintain harmony.

Many Wixárika marakame (shamans or medicine men) also go by the name “Venado,” in honor of their lineage.

The Medicine: Hikuri

The hikuri cactus (Lophophora williamsii) grows in the desert, where it withstands extreme temperatures, drought, and intense sunlight. It is the harsh conditions of the desert, in fact, that stimulate the cactus’ production of the medicinal compound mescaline.

Hikuri has been used for healing purposes for thousands of years, and it continues to be an important part of the cultural and spiritual heritage of indigenous peoples of Mexico and the United States.

Nowadays, hikuri has gained the respect of modern medicine for its ability to heal trauma, promote emotional wellbeing, and engender mystical experiences.

The hikuri ceremony happens in a group setting, allowing participants to regain trust in others and heal in natural surroundings. 

The Ceremony

OurThe hikuri ceremony will be lead by Venado Juventino, a Wixárika marakame, or spiritual guide. 

Beginning after sunset, the ceremony is centered upon the medicines of Grandfather Fire, the Spirits, the cactus, and the sacred songs that Venado sings and which weave us together with the sacred. The medicine ceremony ends after sunrise.

Group ceremony allows us to heal relational wounds. In a culture of hyper-individualism, ceremony offers us the antidote to isolation.

The Temazcal

The traditional Mexican sweat lodge is called the Temazcal. Held within a womb-like hut, the temazcal ceremony connects us to nature and ancient Mexica traditions.

The heat from the volcanic stones in the temazcal promotes physical and spiritual well-being. Through breathing the aromatic steam of medicinal herbs, singing, and sweating, participants experience purification and spiritual renewal.

The temazcal also gives us the gifts of community and shared rituals, fostering unity and connection.

Integration & Ongoing Support

Integration helps us organize the information gleaned during ceremony and weave it into our lives. Integration allows us to make sense and meaning out of our experiences, so that we don’t have to keep rushing back to substances for guidance.

One virtual group integration will occur on Thursday, December 19th at 5:30pm pacific time / 8:30pm eastern. Right to Heal’s skilled facilitators are also available for one-on-one online integration appointments (for an additional fee).
Pre-Retreat Arrival & Craft Making Workshop

If you’re traveling from far away to join us, we invite you to come to the retreat center on Thursday night to settle in and get a good night’s rest.

Friday morning after breakfast we’ll have the unique opportunity to learn Wixárika craft making from Maesta Amelia (Venado’s wife) or another member of the tribe.

We will be making a spiritual object commonly seen in Wixárika communities: the God’s eye, or eye of God. Made by weaving various-colored threads across wooden sticks, this spiritual eye is believed by the Wixárika to have the power to see and understand things that the physical eye does not comprehend. Commonly used in Wixárika rituals, the God’s eye is also a talisman of protection.

Join us for this precious healing opportunity with Venado.

Price: Starting at $800 USD

Includes hikuri ceremony,* temazcal, room, meals, & group shuttle.

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Accommodations:

  • Private or shared room with ensuite bathroom
  • Housekeeping and groundskeeping
  • Tasty meals cooked from scratch (GF, veg options available) & filtered drinking water
  • On-site swimming pool
  • Residential area 2 hours south of Mexico City
  • Family-owned facility; female-led business that paid its employees through the pandemic
  • Secure, gated retreat center with night time security guard

Travel support includes:

  • Customized travel guide & packing list

  • Support documents for your family/friends to understand how to best support you through the journey
  • Shuttle service to/from Mexico City to the retreat site**

  • Group communications channel for planning day trips with fellow explorers

Add-ons:

  • Private room (no room mate): + $150 flat fee

  • Pre-retreat: Thursday night accommodation + meals + Friday craft making workshop: + $150

*Note:  To stay within legal requirements, the retreat fee does not include the hikuri itself. The medicine is transported, handled, and administered by the Marakame. Donation for the medicine happens separately, in cash only.

**Note: We strongly discourage flying internationally the same day as attending the ceremony. We thus urge all international guests to either join us for the pre-retreat or arrange their own stay in Mexico City on Thursday night. There will thus be no group shuttle from the airport to the retreat center on Friday – the only shuttle will leave from the Condesa neighborhood of Mexico City. At the end of the event, however, shuttles will go to both Condesa and the airport.

Our Sanctuary

Image gallery of our humble healing nest

The Schedule

Thursday, Nov 21st: Optional pre-retreat call to meet the group and ask questions. 5:30pm pacific time / 8:30pm eastern.

Thursday, Dec 5th: Optional pre-retreat arrival, settling, in, dinner.

Friday, Dec 6th – AM: Breakfast. Pre-retreat Wixárika craft making workshop with local artist. Lunch. Afternoon mindfulness activity or workshop (details TBD).

Friday, Dec 6th – PM: Retreat begins! Late afternoon arrival. Tea & light snacks. Gentle movement. Intros & orientation. Hikuri ceremony all night led by Marakame Venado.

Saturday, Dec 7th: Ceremony until sunrise. Breakfast. Sleep. Lunch. Downtime, afternoon restorative yoga. Temazcal ceremony. Dinner. 

Sunday, Dec 8th: Breakfast. Goodbyes. Retreat ends. Shuttles depart.

Thursday, Dec 19th: Optional virtual group integration at 5:30pm pacific time / 8:30pm eastern.

Connection with ancient wisdom & tradition.

Frequently Asked Questions (FAQs)

What languages will be spoken?

Our Marakame’s first language is Wixárika (also known as Huichol), the Uto-Aztecan language of his people. He also speaks Spanish as a second language.

Translation will be available to make all information available in English and Spanish for our participants.

Will everyone take hikuri and sit in the temazcal?

Everyone attending the ceremony will be served the medicine. How much you take is entirely up to you. You are welcome to take as much or as little as you like.

Folks who have heat intolerance, claustrophobia, or other contraindication to the sweat lodge are of course welcome to sit outside of the temazcal during the ceremony. You’re also welcome to sit by the door and exit the temazcal at any point during the ceremony; nobody will be offended if you don’t stay for the whole ceremony.

Can I come if I'm on antidepressant medication?

The active chemical in peyote is mescaline. Anecdotally, we haven’t seen any harmful interactions between mescaline and most antidepressant drugs, although people who are taking Monoamine Oxidate Inhibitors (MAOis), anti-psychotics, or mood stabilizers should not consume peyote. Please consult your prescribing physician for guidance.

We recommend that people with heart conditions and other fragile states consult with their doctors before consuming peyote.

Are there any medical contraindications?

The active chemical in hikuri is mescaline.

We recommend that people with heart conditions and other fragile states consult with their doctors before consuming hikuri.

People with the following conditions may not be good candidates for using mescaline:

Cardiovascular Issues: Mescaline can increase heart rate and blood pressure, making hikuri particularly risky for individuals with pre-existing heart conditions, hypertension, or a history of stroke.

Mental Health Disorders: People with schizophrenia, psychosis, severe anxiety, or bipolar disorder may experience exacerbated symptoms or adverse psychological reactions, including hallucinations, paranoia, and delusions.

Pregnancy and Breastfeeding: The effects of mescaline on a developing fetus or nursing infant are not well understood. While indigenous women regularly consume hikuri, there are no clinical studies proving the safety of this practice.

Liver Conditions: Mescaline is metabolized in the liver, so individuals with liver disease or impaired liver function may experience heightened adverse effects or toxicity.

Medication Interactions: Hikuri can interact with various medications. Talk with your prescribing doctor for details.

Seizure Disorders: Individuals with epilepsy or other seizure disorders may be at increased risk of seizures due to the psychoactive effects of mescaline.

How is the hikuri harvested?

The Marakame regularly goes on pilgrimmage to the Wirikuta Desert to make offerings, plant seeds, and harvest medicine. When he cuts the hikuri cactus, he is careful to leave the root structure in place, so that the plant may regenerate.

He then dries and grinds the medicine into powder, and combines the powder with other batches he has harvested. This means the medicine we take during the retreat will include some cacti he harvested last year, 10 years ago, and everything inbetween.

What about indigenous reciprocity?

The Marakame has received permission from his community to share the medicine with our group.

In return, Right to Heal is partnering with the community to purchase land in the Wirikuta desert, so that the medicine cacti growing there may be protected from the harms of the encroaching mining industry.

People of all skin colors and ethnic backgrounds are welcome at our ceremonies. The Marakame is happy to share this medicine “with my brothers and sisters of all cultures,” as he says.

Is this legal?

Yes, this retreat is legal.

Article 195 bis of the Federal Penal Code respects the use of hikuri for traditional spiritual practices or ceremonies when administered by authorized indigenous medicine carriers. The Marakame who will be leading the hikuri ceremony has this official permission (with documentation), as well as the blessing of his community.

Can I get a discount?

Because our profits go entirely to the Wixarika community, we are not in a position to offer discounts or scholarships to this event.

Why do we pay separately for the medicine?

To stay within legal requirements, the retreat fee does not include the substance itself.

The medicine is transported, handled, and administered by a local curandero or Marakame. This is required by Mexican law.

Credit card processing companies also cannot by law process payments for this substance.

Therefore, we ask that you bring cash (in USD or pesos) and plan to make a separate, donation for the substance itself. Nobody will be turned away for inability to pay.

What is Right to Heal?

Right to Heal (RTH) is a non-demnominational, 501(c)3 nonprofit organization committed to integrative mental health. 

We provide people around the world with virtual sessions to help them reclaim their mental and physical health. We also mentor doctors and industry developers on what’s new in the field and what works.

RTH is proud to host plant medicine retreats throughout the year, including retreats that feature psilocybin-containing mushrooms, ketamine, and hikuri.

While the scope of RTH’s education, empowerment, and advocay work includes psychedelic medicines, RTH does not exclusively focus on psychedelics. Nutrition, functional medicine, environmental influences, and lifestyle practices are all at the center of RTH’s mission.

More Questions?

Drop us a line at retreats [at] righttoheal [dot] com with questions.

Please note that our email address has two T’s next to each other!

After applying to join us, we’ll schedule a 15-minute meet-and-greet video call, so you’ll also have time to ask questions then.

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Client Testimonials

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Ryan S.

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Val, Facilitator, Mentor

"One of the many things that makes RTH unique is the way participants are deeply respected and trusted with our own healing while being given numerous tools, support, and avenues to approach that process. Also for me, there’s a substantial feeling of safety knowing that there is medical expertise, as well as a tremendous amount of experience and integrity in the leadership. It adds to the multidimensional feeling of being held in a truly safe & loving container."

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Christine Marie, Plant Medicine Guide, Shamanic Healer

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"My experience at RTH was so much more than I could’ve imagined. Erica put together a great team, and we were held with care, understanding, and love. The balance of structure and flow within the retreat allowed a beautiful and safe container to be created by all of us, with room for all of us. I felt accepted and loved, and experienced and witnessed immense healing. I left with gratitude, hope, and so many lessons."

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